Poetry is my inspiration...

Only time to heal

I was miserable with your absence
In bliss with your presence
In awe at your appearance
And built with your voice
Like a bird flying for the first time
I was happy and free
Finally leaving the nest
To carry on the family crest
Til death do us part
Though we were far away
I thought I knew what love was
Because it failed so many times
But to have this astonishing success
I knew it was way better than the rest
I fell to the floor and I screamed for help
You left me there to only let me bleed out
A turn for the worst or may be the best
I am lost in this world of love, darkness, bliss and near hatred
I feel betrayed not necessarily by you
But most likely by myself
I seal these words away
To never speak them aloud again
Sealed with the very surface of my tongue
Forever a dream deferred
Or maybe lost for a lifetime
Only time will tell
Only time to heal
I love you
But I guess this was all a part of the deal

My my my this week  my #wcw is the #beautiful #blackwoman #thoselips #mymymy #killem #silkyskin #crush #igcrush #eyes #l4l #tagsforlikes #justlikemyshit @just_meaghandenese_ 😩😩😩 so damn fine #blackisbeautiful

My my my this week my #wcw is the #beautiful #blackwoman #thoselips #mymymy #killem #silkyskin #crush #igcrush #eyes #l4l #tagsforlikes #justlikemyshit @just_meaghandenese_ 😩😩😩 so damn fine #blackisbeautiful

This here is another little sister of mine. I saw her when she was a baby and then years went by before I saw her again. Later I see her and then yet again we were split apart. My siblings are my world no matter if I have met them yet or not; no matter if I have known them all their life or just bits and pieces. My world can be turned upside down and I will move mountains for my siblings. I love you TaTa with all my heart and despite the shitty parts we share I will never stop loving you. You are beautiful, intelligent and unique and I am always and forever going to be proud to call you my little sister. Just know that if there need be anything you need don’t hesitate to ask I will try my damnedest to make something happen. #littlesister #siblings #myworld #love #missyou #missher #beautiful #proudbigbrother #bigbrother #navy #hooyah

This here is another little sister of mine. I saw her when she was a baby and then years went by before I saw her again. Later I see her and then yet again we were split apart. My siblings are my world no matter if I have met them yet or not; no matter if I have known them all their life or just bits and pieces. My world can be turned upside down and I will move mountains for my siblings. I love you TaTa with all my heart and despite the shitty parts we share I will never stop loving you. You are beautiful, intelligent and unique and I am always and forever going to be proud to call you my little sister. Just know that if there need be anything you need don’t hesitate to ask I will try my damnedest to make something happen. #littlesister #siblings #myworld #love #missyou #missher #beautiful #proudbigbrother #bigbrother #navy #hooyah

#shoutoutto my siblings for national siblings day #myjoy #mymotivation I will move mountains for these two until the day I die. #mysister #mybrother #nationalsiblingsday #myworld #navy #hooyah #tagsforlikes #love

#shoutoutto my siblings for national siblings day #myjoy #mymotivation I will move mountains for these two until the day I die. #mysister #mybrother #nationalsiblingsday #myworld #navy #hooyah #tagsforlikes #love

#nofilter #chicago #hooyah #navy #nightlife #tired #sleepy #weekend #roadtorecovery #dreaming #dt #doubletap #growing #living #worktomorrow #monday

#nofilter #chicago #hooyah #navy #nightlife #tired #sleepy #weekend #roadtorecovery #dreaming #dt #doubletap #growing #living #worktomorrow #monday

They say all wounds heal over time; but why does it feel like they are only getting deeper;found something I could believe in; but it must have all been lies  #living #chicago #lovinglife #singlelife #dreaming #onthetrain #music #musicflow #roadtorecovery #hooyah #navy #growing #hungry #abouttodrink #turnup #grownman

They say all wounds heal over time; but why does it feel like they are only getting deeper;found something I could believe in; but it must have all been lies #living #chicago #lovinglife #singlelife #dreaming #onthetrain #music #musicflow #roadtorecovery #hooyah #navy #growing #hungry #abouttodrink #turnup #grownman

There is a God!!! My #wcw this week goes to the beautiful and oh so funny @envyme_kayp #beautifulchocolateskin #beautiful #blessed #intelligent #goofy #funny #mymymy #justlikemyshit #tagsforlikes #blackisbeautiful #hooyah #navy #shebeautiful #showthemlikes #grownwoman #envied by many

There is a God!!! My #wcw this week goes to the beautiful and oh so funny @envyme_kayp #beautifulchocolateskin #beautiful #blessed #intelligent #goofy #funny #mymymy #justlikemyshit #tagsforlikes #blackisbeautiful #hooyah #navy #shebeautiful #showthemlikes #grownwoman #envied by many

The vernacular in which I speak may seem foreign to some of you and the slightest hint that I have ambitions may strike you as astonishing but I am a man who can exceed the boundaries in which society has placed on me #living #roadtorecovery #hooyah #doubletap #tagsforlikes #justlikemyshit #chilling #navy #musicflow #baffled #confused #hopeful #bedtime

The vernacular in which I speak may seem foreign to some of you and the slightest hint that I have ambitions may strike you as astonishing but I am a man who can exceed the boundaries in which society has placed on me #living #roadtorecovery #hooyah #doubletap #tagsforlikes #justlikemyshit #chilling #navy #musicflow #baffled #confused #hopeful #bedtime

My #wcw this week goes to the #beautiful #amazing #hardworking #nice #sailor #grownwoman #intelligent #greatsmile #shipmate #tagsforlikes #justlikemyshit #isntshelovely #sofreakingbeautiful @taijamae_

My #wcw this week goes to the #beautiful #amazing #hardworking #nice #sailor #grownwoman #intelligent #greatsmile #shipmate #tagsforlikes #justlikemyshit #isntshelovely #sofreakingbeautiful @taijamae_

#bowtie #chilling #chicago #goodday #roadtorecovery #notathome #shipmates #mall #navy #hooyah #noshavechit #24degrees #cold #warmclothes #taxi #justlikemyshit

#bowtie #chilling #chicago #goodday #roadtorecovery #notathome #shipmates #mall #navy #hooyah #noshavechit #24degrees #cold #warmclothes #taxi #justlikemyshit